and i think about talking to you but what would i even say now? didn’t i already try and fail at that. when do i stop wasting my own time. when do people stop lying. when do i know. bed;shorts;sports bra; bun it’s so, empty. everything feels so empty. and i dont know […]Read more "that’s not yours."
i think love is inconvenient. maybe that’s why the best loves, always seem to hurt so much. or maybe i’m the only one who goes through that.. because they;re one sided.. deck; duster; hair in a towel; crickets and god knows whatelse.. i don’t think anyone even reads this.. i think everyone forgets […]Read more "is now a good time?"
when i hear people outside- i get so scared they’ll knock on my door. because no one is ever here without me knowing. remember when you’d get excited when people knocked on your door? seriously. or called. like- i used to pick up the phone all the time before we had caller ID! i loved […]Read more "my chest hurts, and i can’t decide if it’s the sunburn or my heart"
and i’ve had two people ask me how i felt about that. which is nice. it’s nice anyone cares. because i’m starting not to. bed; pink nightgown; glasses; bun; fan my eyes are still burning from a nap i took earlier. i’ve been taking naps then staying up all night with a full […]Read more "the papers came"
bed; light blue tanktop that i know is see-through; blue stripped sleep shorts; barefoot; hair clip; idk.. i don’t know why i’m even writing today. i just feel like sharing a tiny bit but- with a very select audience. becuase it’s hard to share when you don’t have any idea how you’ll be recieved […]Read more "i need to change my voicemail"
and you know it really doesn’t matter because no ones paying attention. and the to-do list is getting longer, and you’re not on it anymore. deck; robe; beer; fireworks in the distance and it’s everything i feared. and i feel like i’m the only person int he world doing it. and i […]Read more "collard greens"
i feel like i write about this so often. anyone who knows me probably could write a book about me because i overshare. but probably nothing important. deck;glasses;underwear;slippers;sweater; hairclip; frogs? i think that’s that animal i hear.. there are so many lightniing bugs. it reminds me of being a kid actually. […]Read more "running"